Thursday, July 19, 2007

Lights! camera and action!!!!!!



Had a beautiful morning with my nephews the other morning.A moment in time when we were lost in pure fantasy and fun.The innocence of thier little beings caught up in the magic of the surrounds. We played castles under my duvet.Played hide and seek,we danced like crazy banchees around my room beating my drum.We played scary monsters and played with my camera! It was the highlight of my week........Here are some of the pics that they took!

"No ordinary morning "by chicane.

I knew .
The moment that I hit the sand and saw your face twist .
It was lost.
I held on tight
But it was lost
I would have walked
I would have packed my bag and disappeared
I followed for a while
But you are gone now
And I am happy.............

Life coaching.

In japan I had a friend who was a life coach.He invited me to look further into it,but at the time I was wrapped up with moving and making new pathways for myself.So it stayed in the back vault of my mind for some time.

I believe that what you need comes to you time and time again until you take it up.Well it came back to me right here in little ol Oz in the restaurant I work in.
A friend of mine has just completed her training and asked me to be a client of hers for 6 weeks.She has to complete a certain amount of hours before she is fully qualified.I chuckle to myself at the strangeness of the universe,no,not the strangeness but the wonder of it always being consistent in its offerings.
So I have had 5 sessions with her and it has been such a rewarding process.In the last couple of months I have managed to move from being stuck in fear over several aspects of my life(work,study,love,self) to being able to tangibly (is this a word??) act out my dreams and desires for self.
Its not counselling.I am not going in and venting my angers, fears and frustration,but working with and actively trying to shift blocks to success.Rather than mentally staying in the mind ,you are asked to go one step further and put it into action.This call to action really suits me.I always rise to a challenge and love setting myself positive goals,but this moves you into setting the goal,overcoming challenges(lack of money,energy,confidence) and not allowing them to be blocks and enables you to seek solutions to the block and finally achieve that which you thought you couldnt.
My father used to say to "sarah,there is no such thing as cant.Its wont" I can see that he was right.Anything is possible.It just depends wether we believ it to be so and then ACT on that.It takes energy but is so rewarding.

Exams

I dont quite know how I did it.I was in a sea of fog and my head felt heavy and unclear.I was certain that I had done JUST enough to pass.It seems I have very little faith in my abilities.A familiar theme.
I managed 6 distinctions and a credit!
The relief is tangible and now I can really try and relax before I head back in a week and a half.
Its so rewarding!