This mind of mine

Sitting here pondering while I am supposed to be studying.

Im on the downhill slide now.Its so easy now.It just happens,I am not struggling with it anymore.One more semester to go.........its so very exciting and now I am entertaining my future with a little more intention.

In november I qualify.I am leaving Melbourne.That much is certain,because I deem it so.
I am already working on manifesting what that place looks like,what my work will be and how happy I will be.

A heavy cloud has been hanging over me.I am looking at returning to myself again.I have lived a stressful,busy life for almost 4 years now,and its time to take it slower.Remove the unwanted "stuff" and get lighter.

I am so grateful to my family for supporting me,but its time to move away from thier life and start creating my own.

My life looks different to thiers. I have different values and desires and ways of doing things.
Its time to start that.

Im pulling pictures of what my future looks like and holding them in my mind.

My life in the future will have time for love, time for social, time for creating my dreams and manifesting a positive life.It will have time for others and time for me to restore.

Okay back to study..........

Raise me up

Raise me up
There’s no victims here,
No one to blame,
Just a maze of love that got lost in some game,
Just move in closer babe , move in.
When you gonna let it go?
When you gonna bring me home?,
When you gonna raise me up again?,
Don’t want to hang on the line and feel so bare,
Don’t wanna reach out when you’re not even there,
Can’t you see I’m waiting here so patiently?
But my resolve can’t fight much more than this,
When you gonna let it go?
When you gonna bring me home?
When you gonna raise me up again?
Can’t see the sun so bright right now
I wanna believe that it’s gonna shine down
But when I’m lost like a child,
With no hand to hold, I only see grey
When you gonna let it go?
When you gonna bring me home?
When you gonna Raise me up?
There no victim here.