Forgotten lines........

I had a really strange night of dreams last night and I cant fathom out what they all mean.
Firstly all my teeth fell out.I have had this dream before.I am standing in front of a mirror and I gat a chalky taste in my mouth and my teeth slowly disintegrate in my mouth......all of them.This happened last night,but to add insult to injury i found an old piece of jewellry hanging from one of my tonsils.It had gone green with verdigris.The jewellry was a butterly earring.
As I was wondering what to do about lost teeth ,planning a trip back to the U.K for false teeth I realised that I was in a show.I turned up for dress rehearsal feeling like I have never been to a rehearsal before and cant remember any of my lines.I feel like I was at rehearsals at the start of the show but somewhere along the line I have skipped many many rehearsals and not been there,but no-one seems to have noticed I havent been present .I fumble and panic.I tell the director I need the script.I am having a bad day.My teeth have fallen out I tell him and it seems to have affected my memory.I promise to learn the lines......ALL of them before the show tommorow.He is okay with that......I return to my home and am told that its a dump and jack Nicholson will move me into an old terraced cottage that it far more ameniable and the rent is next to nothing.
I wake up........
I have no idea what it all means,even though writing ot out helps.

Little MR and MISS.

I dont know why I have been thinking about the Mr.Men over the last few days but I have!Its not like I have a whole heap of time on my hands.......
Anyways here is my question........feel free to comment.I love comments! It makes me feel loved and like people are actually reading this thing.You can remain anonymous!

OKAY !!! THE QUESTION
IF YOU WERE A MR OR LITTLE MISS WHICH ONE WOULD YOU SAY YOU WERE,AND WHICH ONE WOULD YOU SAY OTHERS WOULD PUT YOU AS........???
Oh and if there is a Mr or little miss that you wanna make up then hey, go ahead!!!

As for me I think people might call me either little miss chatterbox or some might say little Miss scary!
I am going to make up my own for how i would describe myself.Little miss sensitive,but not in a princess sensitive way if you get my drift!!!!!!!

Ciao for now


Little Miss All-goes-Well
Little Miss Bad
Little Miss Birthday
Little Miss Bossy
Little Miss Brainy
Little Miss Brilliant
Little Miss Busy
Little Miss Busy-Body
Little Miss Careful
Little Miss Chatterbox
Little Miss Christmas (Little Miss series)
Little Miss Contrary
Little Miss Curious
Little Miss Dotty

Little Miss Fickle
Little Miss Fun
Little Miss Giggles
Little Miss Greedy
Little Miss Helpful
Little Miss Jealous
Little Miss Late
Little Miss Laugh
Little Miss Lucky
Little Miss Magic
Little Miss Naughty
Little Miss Neat
Little Miss Prim
Little Miss Quick
Little Miss Scary
Little Miss Scatterbrain

Little Miss Selfish
Little Miss Shy
Little Miss Somersault
Little Miss Splendid
Little Miss Star
Little Miss Stella
Little Miss Stubborn
Little Miss Sunshine (children's books character)
Little Miss Tidy
Little Miss Tiny
Little Miss Trouble
Little Miss Twins
Little Miss Vain
Little Miss Whoops
Little Miss Wise
Little Miss Yes
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Mr. Men
M
Mr. Birthday
Mr. Bounce
Mr. Brave
Mr. Bump
Mr. Busy
Mr. Chatterbox
Mr. Cheeky
Mr. Cheerful
Mr. Christmas
Mr. Clever
Mr. Clumsy
Mr. Cool
Mr. Crosspatch
Mr. Daydream
Mr. Dizzy
Mr. Forgetful
Mr. Funny
M cont.
Mr. Fussy
Mr. Good
Mr. Greedy
Mr. Grumble
Mr. Grumpy
Mr. Happy
Mr. Impossible
Mr. Jelly
Mr. Lazy
Mr. Mean
Mr. Messy
Mr. Mischief
Mr. Miserable
Mr. Muddle
Mr. No
Mr. Nobody (Mr. Men)
Mr. Noisy
Mr. Nonsense
Mr. Nosey
M cont.
Mr. Perfect
Mr. Quiet
Mr. Rude
Mr. Rush
Mr. Silly
Mr. Skinny
Mr. Slow
Mr. Small
Mr. Sneeze
Mr. Snow
Mr. Strong
Mr. Tall
Mr. Tickle
Mr. Topsy-Turvy
Mr. Uppity
Mr. Worry
Mr. Wrong

A nicer note.........

Its good Friday! I am giving myself the day off and am heading into the city to have lunch with some friends and then head out to a bar someplace.
Its deadly quiet out here in the suburbs........am hoping there is more life in the city!!!!!!
Happy Easter everyone!

Damn it........

After months of cultivating new hair I have just discovered another small patch of hair has come out!
I think possibly because of the past 10 days and the attitude of some of my co-students.I cant blame them for the hair loss but I can try and do something about how I respond to it.
FUCK FUCKEDY FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Yin and Yang

The possibility for a person to exist on "generalized" opposites is something I have been giving alot of thought to.
Let me elaborate.I often hear people say they wouldnt say boo to a goose and yet it is these very same people that will go right ahead and do a bungy jump with carefree abandonement and no hesitation.I have seen people who are painfully shy explode into a torrent of hialrious stories and gesticulations.What I am trying to get at here and not particularly well is that we are not black and white always .There are shades of grey.There is no particular mould that we have to fit into....unless of course we desperatly want to "fit in".We are not predictable ,or able to be compartmentalized into this or that .Shy and sensitive,outgoing and strong. Weak and shy,quiet and introverted.Loud and extrovert.
I am trying to move away from these genearlizations at the moment and look at the elemnts of each individual that make them what they are and try not to make a judgement on that person or sum them up in a few words. We are colourful individuals,with a rainbow of attributes and cascade of expressing them. I also believe that it is impossible to make a judgement on an individual that is finite.We are constantly brightening or dulling our rainbows and our ways of expressing them.

SPEEEEEEEEEEEED!!!

I realised that I had completed overlooked the speed dating that I did 2 weeks ago!

It was fun!
I was nervous as hell before going in.Managed to get myself and the 2 girls I went with a little lost but we got there in one piece!

Before heading to the venue the girls and I met up to discuss how it was going to go.One of my friends had experienced speed dating before so enlightened us with how it might go.We sat and discussed what questions we might ask to make the most of the 6 minutes that you have to spend with each guy.

A few of mine:

Whats your most valuable possession?? (material/spiritual/emotional)
If you were a vending machine what would you vend?
Where would you like to see yourself in 5 years?
If you were an animal what would you be, and why?

So after getting myself suitably worked up we finally mananged to make to the venue(inclusive of tripping up the wrong street for about 10 minutes,until my aunt came to the rescue witht he proper address after a rather panicky phone call from myself!)

So we arrived.
First impressions were........I dont wanna do this! I just wanna go to a bar and get drunk!
12 tables lay in the room with numbers and paper laid on the table....
The host introduced herself and the girls were told to go and pick a table to sit at.
The men were told to do the same ,but would be the ones moving from table to table.
Bell rings and you start talking.Bell rings and you stop and move on.
It was suprising how quickly the 6 minutes went.Although I didnt necessarily want to date certain individuals again ,it was nice chatting and seeing what was out there.
I met a few really nice guys that I would like to get to know better b4 considering wether I would like to get in a relationship with them.
I am in no hurry to make any decisions.I would just like to enjoy the process and get out there and meet some guys......
I would definately speed date again.It was fun and a great way to meet men/and women too!